Life's a beach.

Why do things go wrong to the best people? Why does it happen all the time? Why do people get fired from their job of 2 weeks for a stupid reason because "they were too slow"? Why did you hire in the first place then, dumbass? Why, why, WHY? Ugh. Life's a beach.

Well, as for me, I have to work in 30 minutes.. Usually I would have gone in earlier but now that I have 5 days instead of 3, I have to go in later so I don't get overtime. Yet... my boyfriend gets at least 10 hours a week overtime. Uh, what? Not fair. I want overtime. Life's a beach.

I work nights and when I first started the job, I went to bed at like 5am and woke up at like 2pm.. But lately i haven't been able to go to bed until like 7 or 8am and won't get up until like 4pm.. the other day, I didn't get up until 5PM! Wow. I'm weirddd. Or maybe I'm just having trouble adjusting to my new schedule. Who knows. Life's a beach.

So, I forgot what my friends look like.. They work days, I work nights. Gah. I miss them. My friend, Tabby, is calling me at like 11 in the morning so we can hang out. Earlyyy. But she's worth iiit. I guess I'm getting like 5 hours of sleep tonight, can anyone say Red Bull? Desperate pleasures call for desperate measures. Life's a beach.

Until next time, love, peace, and chicken grease. :)

The Perfect Date.

Well. It's been an interesting couple of days to say the least...
An update:
Work- I have a long week and a short week now. The long is 5 days, the short, 4.
School- I'm tryin to start in the fall.. hopefully it ain't too late.
Money- I went to the bank and got a book to fill out to see "where my money
goes" anddd I'm in better shape than I thought. :)
Friends- What would I do without them? Seriously. <3
Boyfriend- We got our problems but overall were good. :)


I have to take a minute and tell whoever came across this about my absolutely amazing day. Me and the boy got into a big fight and talked about it, made up, and decided we needed a getaway. So, we went to the beach at 4 in the morning and watched the sunrise, :) It was the best. We had Coronas, limes, music, the stars at first, a blanket, and each other. It was awesome. By 8'o clock, I was exhausted so we called out friends that live over there and got some shut eye. When we woke up, we went bar hoping at the beach and out to eat and met the coolest English lady ever and she bought us a round a drinks. :) And then we came home.
I had a good time. Hopefully the problems won't keep on...
We don't get to spend a lot of time together because of work and it creates problems. I'm not a fan of them. At all. It makes me sad and lonely but I know he loves me and I love him right back.

Now, TGIF. All I am doing is working and laying out... I may make time to clean the house a bit.. who really knowwwss. I do know I am havin' a mellow weekend though... and.. I.can.not.wait.

Until next time, love, peace, and chicken grease.<3

Today was a fairytale

"... you were the prince, I was the damsel in distress, today was a fairytale.."

I neverrr get to see him anymore and it sucks. His new job works him everyday except for his day off... when I work. -.- We can't even have a date night.. when it's just us because we both get home so late and our schedules are so opposite.
I guess I can't complaint too much though because at least we both have jobs and the distance is good for us so we don't strangle each other, hahaha.
I love him. He's the best friend I ever had. Even though we have not a lot in common, somehow we managed the last 15 months. Overall, the fights and arguments have all been made up by the goods, the dates and just being with him and making plans for life.

I'm happy. :)

I had a good Easter with my family. I made a huge dinner and it was soooo good. :)
Thenn, I got to spend a couple hours with him tonight, I liked it a lot.

Now, it's 4 in the morning and I'm watching Teen Mom re-runs. I should go to bed, however, because I have to get up earlyyy.. I mean like 11am. Haha. I'm goin to the beach with one of my best friends. I can't waittt...

... but I can't sleep either. Ahhh.

Well, back to Teen Mom until I feel like goin to bed!
Love, peace, and chicken grease.<3

Venting Session.

Probably will be the first of many. See, I write to get my most frustrated feelings out. And right now, I'm fucking frustrated...

(I just typed so much here and had to delete it was so mean)
How about a re-do considering this is all over the internet.

I don't understand how you can do so much for a person yet they still complain. What the hell can I do to make you happy? I mean I already do so much that you don't notice and yet you still complain! I don't get it. What do you want? All I freaking did was everything you can ask for in a person like me, yet you're not happy.

Maybe I should just stop.
Then maybe they'll notice.



Update on the Life of Me:
I have an Easter dinner to cook that sounds delicious.
Work sucked.
I miss my best friend.
I want out of this depressing city.

1 out of 4... Awesome.

Happy Easter.
I hope yours is as good as I plan mine to be.
<3