It's a strange time in life. You feel relieved to get it out, yet you feel weird. Like, things are changed, relationships- better or worse, traditions, and walls are put up. All these years of trying to build a relationship, trying to make her accept me, trying to disregard the things she says to me and how she treats us. And then... I finally gave up, I finally stood up for myself and make her feel the way she's made me feel all these years... and she still doesn't get it, so it seems.
The day after is the weirdest. You don't know what to expect or what's going to happen and who all will be affected. All you know is you're scared for what will happen and you think the worst. Will it get better? Will it get worse? Will we ever speak again? We will talk about it?
I am full of questions and confusion right now and I have a headache and my ear feels like it will pop it hurt so bad.
Awesome.
Other than that, I had a wonderful time with my best friends family yesterday and I cannot wait until my best friend comes home from her trip.
I can't wait to move too.
Until next time, love, peace, and chicken grease.
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